Thursday, December 22, 2005
Joining the mood

Let the light of the Halos lighten your Christmas and your new and happy new year!
Thanks 2005 for the good and bad moments, 2006 door is about to open, full of dreams and happines, sadness and failures, but remember, whatever comes, just, take it easy!!
merry xmas and best wishes from my side.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005
More dreams and alternatives

I had a couple of weird moments, yesterday and this morning.
Last night, I was in Anna´s place, went out to smoke and thought in the very inside of my brain:" Fuck, this country is empty, it is only 22:30 and there is not a single soul in the streets, but still this country is so safe during the nights, nothing can ever happen to you here, you must be haunted or be on a tuesday 13th if so. But if something ever happens, it must be know, at this time, with nearly full moon, empty streets, and the lights of the houses indicating that sleeping time has arrived". And suddenly, while enjoying my freshly rolled cancer candy, a big police car appeared, switched on those impressive blue lights and order the car they were running after to stop. Me, scared and skepticalised by my previous thoughts, looked from the distance the scene. But never interested in cheap gossip, I went back home.
This morning, just before waking up, I was dreaming, crazy, that I was testing, and testing a phone as you may guess. When the alarm sounded I was still dreaming and subsequently I just dismiss it, as I do when at work. After some minutes, I woke up, and realised that the phone had not waken me up, that I just woke up bu chance, due to the biological clock. Surprised, went back into my dreams and night thoughts, everything was clear, the dream and the reality had merged and confused each other. What was real, the dream? the alarm sound? Did the alarm actually sound?Did I dismiss, I mean, was it me with my hands?How could I see it so clear when I woke up? See what happens when you work too much...